So one day we met, we traveled together, we spend the time of our life, and the next month the test of this long distance relationship began.
Im writing this later on time, maybe it would’ve been helpful to write month by month but I don’t think I did.
April was the softest but also the hardest, the softest cuz I was delayed until I realized that you were thousands of miles away, and the hardest cuz when I realized that, oh boy that I cried.
May was adapting to that, these moments what helped me the most was making posts on the blog, at the end of the month I started working in a new place and that was very good for me, and us.
June was still this adaptation, but sinking in, I remember I was in such a weird feeling because the time we spent together was almost feeling like a dream, a fantastic beautiful dream. It was hard for me to really understand that everything was happening, that you, us, are real.
July was the in between, probably the worse, I was missing you very hard, I was forgetting what was like being with you, and we still had a long time until we will see each other again
August was a bit more quiet, tranquil, started planning things for the next time we would see each other, we managed through the months to work on our communication skills, trust, to be more patient
September, seconds away, I started to work fulltime and extra hours to make up for the days that I was gonna miss, our early morning/late night routines of goodnight/goodmorning had to step aside
October finally here, I flew to Europe with my parents, and I guess that little time there was the hardest of them all, being so close but not quite, we had to be a but more patient for a few days until we met again (luckily nobody took a last minute flight to meet by surprise)
Long distance never gets easier, at least I don’t think it will for me, but I guess as everything in life, is something you can get used to, and work it out the best way you can, I am grateful for all these months apart, even if painful, they were totally worth waiting for.